After almost a year, finally gone for my checkup. Kind of reluctant to go for the checkup cause I was afraid the results weren't what I expected. But lucky there was nothing wrong.

I think many of you do not know what's wrong with me, I haven't had my mensus for a year, after I started losing weight. Supposed to have a checkup earlier this year, but got cancel. So steph referred me this. Thanks Steph! Was really hoping it wasn't some kind of cancer or whatsoever, and lucky it wasn't. It was because my endometrium lining is too thin, so there is no blood to shed. Other than tt, its all perfectly fine and healthy : DD

The doctor gave me some pills to generate my hormones, and hope I will get back to normal in about 3wks time. Pills are one thing, but I have to do my part to get back my weight. Doctor said my ideal weight for my height is 45kg. But its too heavy alrdy. But if i don't gain, I will have not enough fats to generate my female hormones. I cannot rely on pills for my whole life. Oh well, I shall see how after 3 wks.

In the meantime, remember to keep me in your prayers. Really want to feel like a "woman" again.

My first time doing scans. Wonder in about 7yrs time, I'm doing this again, but tt time looking at my own baby. hahs! I have no idea how to read them.